This weekend was mostly rain so there is not much to do but stay indoors. Sad news from my country reaches me a little too late. Flood has flushed away a lot of people and the number of deceased is rising. My experience this weekend has officially become immaterial. But, tragedies do happen every day. It only becomes more painful if it affects someone close to the heart. What have they done to deserve it? Today, the poor becomes poorer. There is barely anything left of that spirit they've reserved for Christmas. I wish I can find them a some light but I could not even see that star at the tip of that glittering tree until today. I have not been looking up so much. I have to.