The entire song is a bit complicated but I love listening to it and it's been stuck in my head for days. I'm sorry for missing your birthday. There's been a lot of stuff in my head and it's been aching like it's about to burst. Peace is a little too expensive and that smile is hardly showing off my face. But everytime I recall reading that long letter you wrote for mom and little me, it's so easy to put a smile on. I'm still trying to paint the forest and I still couldn't get it right but I'm not giving up. I know you're feeling warm and safe now. But you what dad, I need that warmth too. I miss you.